Alchemist

I feel intimidated and uncomfortable at the thought of going to a gym or yoga or exercise class.  Being surrounded by people who already have better bodies than me.  And yet, I really feel I should and I want to do some form of exercise.  And I feel stuck

As I progress in my spiritual journey, I am noticing something very interesting - I don't remember things as much as I used to. When I watch a movie or have an event in my life, it feels as though I integrate the message/feeling of the event but am not always recalling the entire story.  Does this make sense? Is there a way to expand on this?"

This channeled activation is edited out of a Fresh Squeezed Alchemy weekly activation call that I did on August 11, 2020.  Through the intensity and the stress of a global pandemic, this activation is so deeply nurturing, spacious, relieving, and integrating. It's one you may want to listen to multiple times. 

"I know that I'm upleveling, because I just ran into a problem with my car.  My car needs a whole new transmission for $6,000.  So I can either put in the money for a new transmission, or I could create a new car.  I'm really good at manifesting money for my bills and basic expenses, travel, and things on the calendar with a date.  But since I got that diagnosis with my car, I'm not sure what to do.  I'm not sure why I'm hesitant.  If I don't get this worked out, I know the Universe is going to do it for me by creating a real situation where my car won't start and I HAVE to decide, and I don't want to create from crisis or catastrophe.  So what do I need to get lined up with to get my car situation handled?"

"I know that I'm upleveling, because I just ran into a problem with my car.  My car needs a whole new transmission for $6,000.  So I can either put in the money for a new transmission, or I could create a new car.  I'm really good at manifesting money for my bills and basic expenses, travel, and things on the calendar with a date.  But since I got that diagnosis with my car, I'm not sure what to do.  I'm not sure why I'm hesitant.  If I don't get this worked out, I know the Universe is going to do it for me by creating a real situation where my car won't start and I HAVE to decide, and I don't want to create from crisis or catastrophe.  So what do I need to get lined up with to get my car situation handled?"